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Friday, September 28, 2007

 

 

 Later this afternoon, unless something very drastic ... and positive ... happens, I'm telling the principal he needs to find someone else to fill my classroom.  My last lesson this morning included this quote from W.E.B. DuBois.


I sit with Shakespeare and he winces not.  Across the color line I move arm in arm with Balzac and Dumas, where smiling men and welcoming women glide in gilded halls.  From out the eaves of evening that swing between the storng-limbed earth and the tracery of the stars, I summon Aristotle and Aurelius and what soul I will, and they come all graciously with no scorn nor condescension.  So, we iwth Truth, I dwell above the Veil.  Is this the life you grudge us, O knightly America?  Is this the life you long to change into the dull red hideousness of Georgia?  Are you so afraid lest peering from this high Pisgah, between Philistine and Amalekite, we sight the Promised Land?

Below is something I wrote a couple weeks ago ... the names are changed to protect the innocent.

Why I came to Blank Schools –

 

In the fall of 1975, I was teaching at what is now Different School on Blankblank Avenue in Milwaukee.  One of the mothers of my students, Mrs. Roberts, stopped by one day and we were talking.  She said that she didn’t have much time because she was on her way to her second job, cleaning offices after the office day was done, so that she could afford the tuition she was paying to have her children go to the school

 

She said she hadn’t had any real education – that she left school after sixth grade so that she could take care of her brothers and sisters.  She did continue to read, and she said that she had read almost everything that W. E. B. DuBois had written.  She said she didn’t understand a lot of what he’d said, but that didn’t stop her because each time she read or re-read it, she did understand a little more.

 

“But,” she said, “I need to get going.  I really wanted to tell you what I want for my son.  I want him to ‘sit with Shakespeare’ like Mr. DuBois said.  I want him to be a man, not just a male old enough to drink liquor and be with women.”

 

I don’t know what Isiah Roberts became.  I know that one of his classmates is now a pastor in a church in Tempe, Arizona.  I know that another of his classmates is a teacher in Denver, CO.  I heard that another of his classmates owns a string of stores in St. Louis, but I can’t confirm that.  What I do know is that his mother, and the mothers of the other kids in that school, most of them working second and third jobs to pay for their children’s educations before the days of “CHOICE” schools, had deep hopes in their hearts and so much love that they sacrificed a great deal so that their sons and daughters could ‘sit with Shakespeare’.

 

 

 

Now ... lest anyone think it's because the kids are too much ... that's not the truth.  They're a lot to handle, but if the school were ready ... truly ready ... to deliver what it proposes to deliver, the support systems, the structure, and the environment would allow both students and teachers to thrive.  Some of the students need to be somewhere else, but their continued presence is not to their blame but to the school's.  When a school allows the clowns and rebels to remain the heroes, the school bears the greater blame.
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You are an awesome, amazing teacher Jim. I'm sorry that this school isn't proving to be the right fit for you.

I know in my heart that your situation will improve. It has to.

Posted 9/28/2007 3:33 PM by Liz_A - reply

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((Jim))  I've missed "seeing" you around and think of you often.  I'm glad to have had me directed here to read your post.  You are such a positive influence on the kids.  My husband grew up in Racine and we are there often....so I know what Milwaukee can be like.  I'm hoping things can be worked out so you can continue to be a bright beacon in the lives of the students who truly want to excel.....and the flicker in those that could achieve if they believed in themselve.  Bless you.

Posted 9/28/2007 5:14 PM by Dawnrv - reply

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((((((((Jim)))))))))
Posted 9/28/2007 5:23 PM by jilley Xanga Lifetime Member - reply

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You are so correct, and it is so sad.  I'm sorry your position isn't working out, sorry for both you and the students who will lose the benefit of your wisdom and teaching.  I hope you find exactly what your heart is looking for. 

P.S.  Dawnry:  I grew up in Racine, too!

Posted 9/28/2007 5:32 PM by dragonlady97478 - reply

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{{Jim}} I feel like I've missed much of the story, but I do hear your frustration in your words. I'm sorry for the difficulties you are encountering in your teaching. I've seen how a child can be inspired by ideas, how amazing it is when they are hungry to learn and it's everything you can do to keep their fire fed.

I love the DuBois quote. I wonder if you've seen the Vanity fair article on Elizabeth Eckford, one of the Little Rock 9. It's online if you're interested. It just seems to dovetail so nicely with that quote, giving of a picture of how the world has changed - and remained the same.
Posted 9/28/2007 5:44 PM by season - reply

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(((Jim))) There is a job out there that is a good fit for you. There's a reason for the curved, looping path you've been following. I hope you find the right turn in the road, and can just have a job you love.

Although I have to say, NCLB is totally messing up the school systems everywhere. It's a tough time to be a teacher right now, and you have challenges above and beyond the "norm."

Posted 9/28/2007 5:56 PM by laurad - reply

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((Jim)) you are a wonderful caring teacher and you are needed.
Posted 9/28/2007 6:13 PM by DebD - reply

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{{{Jim}}}
Posted 9/29/2007 4:34 AM by mimi2em - reply

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Well said!
Posted 9/29/2007 8:58 AM by online now weasle3 Xanga Lifetime Member - reply

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Wow, that is so sad .... that the "school" administration or "powers that be.... can not see the forest for the trees.... sigh
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I can't say that I disagree... and how sad for the students, eh?
Posted 9/29/2007 10:26 PM by warweasel Xanga True Member Xanga Premium Member - reply

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Hi Jim, LTNS! ((((Jim))))
Posted 10/14/2007 3:51 PM by Lynn - reply

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What's new?
Posted 12/17/2007 7:29 PM by online now weasle3 Xanga Lifetime Member - reply


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